So tired..

Saturday,


Amit Liya and Amit Lina picked us up from home and drove to Lumut, KB. At night, Usu Jai and his family (Usu Lin, Qadisya, Qaiz and Watrish) came by at my granny's to celebrate Alif Hamizan's birthday~

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The Blueberry Black Forest Cake~~

The plate

Chocolate Ice-cream cake~

My aunt and Qaiz

Soon after that around 9pm, I borrowed my Angah's laptop and played a game. I was so obsessed in the game that I stopped around 1am >_<

I was thinking of sleeping besides my mum upstairs but since I hardly come to my granny's, I slept besides my grandma instead =D  I have a hard time falling to sleep so I listened to SuJu's 3rd album.. I was already drowsed off to sleep when my grandma woke me up and telling me stories. I didn't listened to her until the end because I fall into deep sleep afterwards XD

Sunday,

We held Majlis Berdikir for my youngest cousin, Ain. So all day long I helped my family setting everything. Making sure everything is ready for the event. Actually I was supposed to be at A'aqiil place for a BBQ and somehow have to squeeze my time to attend Afeek's BBQ party at the beach.. Now how can I possibly do that?.. Around 2pm (I think) I called Fecks Ali just to hear their voices (my SEEDS members). The day worn me out but I slept late anyway after I got home. Talk about adrenaline rush.. =3

Me and Adawiyah

Uda, my mum and Angah

Ain and her mother (my aunt)

Me and my precious grandmother

Monday,

Went to dance rehearsal in the morning and it was good. Lots of improvement and I'm catching up =3

Tuesday,

Pretty much just chilling at home until Fecks Ali text me around 10pm regarding to our trip to Awang Semaun Secondary School tomorrow. I don't have a transportation, so I request Zahid to pick me up and he said, "Okay. Just be ready around 6"

Wednesday,

Really sleepy.. woke up at 5.30am. Zahid picked me up,we picked up A'aqiil and then head to the town; Bandar Seri Begawa's tambing and ride a water taxi. Honestly I'm really afraid of the water so all the way through the lake, I hold on very tightly to my seat >_<

Apparently the school has a Price Giving Ceremony and are opening up exhibition booth. Now one booth is under Mr Syaf's Media Club. Mr Syaf is the director of SEEDS, the society where I acted, sing and dance for our first ever production, Oliver Twist. Mr Syaf requested a bit of a drama from the production, which is why he called us the day before to come to the school. The one who came were Zahid, A'aqiil, Fecks and me. A'aqiil, Fecks and Mr Syaf are one family so things were cool~

Its really fun hanging out with them~

We do spontaneous and crazy stuffs together until around 2pm where they dropped me off at home.

One of our crazy pictures. This is Zahid.

To see our crazy day.. Click here Our video of the day

Oh yeah, I've managed to taped myself playing Aoi's solo in Reila. Aoi is a guitarist from Gazette (my most favorite band). Reila is one of their most top song. Click here for the video Me playing Aoi's solo.

I was really tired from the trip, then I have to endure another 6 hours worth of fatigue because its Wednesday. Every wednesday evening I have to go Elken center at Batu Bersurat for my training. As usual I expected to see my dad's associates and was surprised that his associate saved me a seat besides a chinese guy. I've met him on my first week but we never spoke. 

That night was really fun!! The lesson, the interaction and I get to make friends with him. It was not until after lesson that we were so engrossed with each other about Japanese language, Akazukin Cha Cha and about our busy daily life. Its really fun knowing him, he's hyper. He's in UBD, second year I believe, older than me and have a unique way of calling me. He call me Ocean instead of Oshin.. even after I spelled out my name for him.. "-__-

Arrived home around 1am.. surprised to see both my mum and brother are still wide awake, watching TV and having supper. I slept on the couch that night, accompanied by Tiger.

Thursday,

Supposed to be I have a dance practice but they can't make it so I just curled up on the couch until 9.30am. Woke up with tears rolling down on my cheek because I had a major nightmare.. I dream that I bought two tickets for prom so that I will have a good time with my boyfriend but he bought a single ticket for another girl. And instead of me sitting besides him, it was that girl.. and he kissed her.. in front of me. Now tell me how I feel?.. 7 years loving him, supporting him, caring for him and now seeing him kissed another girl??? UNACCEPTABLE!!!

So what was my reaction?.. I FREAKED OUT!! I YELLED AT THE GIRL THAT SHE HAS NO RIGHT OR WHAT-SO-EVER!!! But this is what she replied, "I'm his ideal type, his parents loves me, I'm a high-class girl, I wear tudong and I'm a really good girl."

GOOD GIRL MY ASS I DON'T CARE!!! Plus.. what type of a good-girl who steals other's boyfriend??? 

That boy is mine and I ain't giving or sharing him with another girl. I may not be the nicest or the prettiest, but at least I'm LOYAL!! LOYAL TO THE CORE!!

Yeah I cried when I woke up and text my boyfriend after that. I feel relieved after seeing him replied back shocked to see me texting him because he was on the phone with a client and he was relieved he didn't screamed when the mobile vibrated >_<

HAHAHA.. sorry >_< 

I love him so much.. really I do.. and I seriously.. really.. honestly don't want to lose him. 

Anyhow.. relax the whole day.. but couldn't get the dream out of my mind.. Until mum came home with two hamsters~~~

Aww~~ New lodgers in the house!!!~~